Svali Blog Posts

Growing Up International Part Two: The First Three Years Note: this article contains graphic descriptions of trauma and programming setups under Mengele At the moment I was born, and took my first breath, my birth mother was killed by being pulled apart as I came out of the birth canal. This trauma was designed to create… read more »

Dealing with Torture Trigger warning: discusses torture and Christian faith Several years ago, I wrote an article about torture: the psychological effects, and how people respond to it.  This article is a bit different. I want to write about how to remember having been tortured, and still keep your faith that God is good, and… read more »

Recovered Memories and Denial From the beginning of their healing journey, most survivors of ritual abuse or other forms of complex trauma will encounter a reaction that occurs at times almost immediately after a memory that was formerly dissociated is recovered: denial. The survivor will question: Is my memory true? Am I making this all up?… read more »

I believe in sharing the truth, helping others become aware of the realities of what is going on in the world behind the scenes, and admire many who have chosen to expose to the light the dark realities at work in politics, finance, the media, and other areas. At the same time, I also feel… read more »

What to Do If You Can’t Afford a Therapist One issue that survivors commonly face is related to finances: therapy rates are high, and it can be difficult to afford one.  What can be done if an individual wants to work on healing, and doesn’t have the money to pay for therapy? Below are some suggestions…. read more »

Growing Up International: Part 1 (prenatal programming) This article describes what it is like to grow up in a cult facility overseas. There are several international occultic groups that now use facilities such as this to train members during their early years. The reason? Pre-birth and the first three years are the years when the most… read more »