Svali Blog Posts

Growing Up International Part Two: The First Three Years – Svali Blog Post 2018 (Trigger Warning: contains graphic descriptions of trauma and programming setups under Mengele)

Growing Up International Part Two: The First Three Years Note: this article contains graphic descriptions of trauma and programming setups under Mengele At the moment I was born, and took my first breath, my birth mother was killed by being pulled apart as I came out of the birth canal. This trauma was designed to create… read more »

Recovered Memories and Denial – Svali Blog Post 2018

Recovered Memories and Denial From the beginning of their healing journey, most survivors of ritual abuse or other forms of complex trauma will encounter a reaction that occurs at times almost immediately after a memory that was formerly dissociated is recovered: denial. The survivor will question: Is my memory true? Am I making this all up?… read more »

Book available on Amazon – Svali Blog Post 2018

Book available on Amazon I finally published my new book, It’s Not Impossible: Healing from Ritual Abuse on Amazon; it is available as a Kindle book and as a paperback there. If you have Amazon prime, you can borrow the book for free. I would love to know what you think of the book once you read it. Blessings, svali

Amazon Issue – Svali Blog Post 2018

Amazon Issue I just discovered that the book I offer for free (Breaking the Chain) was being sold on Amazon without my permission ( I wrote a review, and let the publisher know and others know that the book was put on this site without my permission, since this book is free (you can find… read more »

Finding Support – Svali Blog Post 2018

Finding Support (Note: this article is based upon an email that I sent to a survivor who was having difficulty finding support within their local church) One of the biggest struggles that survivors of mind control and cult or governmental abuse have is how to develop healthy, appropriate support.  This includes when (or even whether)… read more »

Dealing with Emotions (Svali Blog Post 2017)

One of the most difficult issues for survivors who are trying to heal from cult-related mind control to deal with is emotions. Why is this? In cases of extensive programming, the individual will have been tortured since they were in the womb, with one primary goal in mind: control of the person. As part of… read more »