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Programming to Block Healing Trigger warning: this article contains graphic information regarding programming and trauma and could be triggering to cult/mind control survivors When a survivor of mind control enters therapy, their trainers will be notified (often by the survivor themselves, since they frequently “report in”), and specific programming to block therapy with their current therapist… read more »

Growing Up International Part Two: The First Three Years Note: this article contains graphic descriptions of trauma and programming setups under Mengele At the moment I was born, and took my first breath, my birth mother was killed by being pulled apart as I came out of the birth canal. This trauma was designed to create… read more »

Dealing with Torture Trigger warning: discusses torture and Christian faith Several years ago, I wrote an article about torture: the psychological effects, and how people respond to it.  This article is a bit different. I want to write about how to remember having been tortured, and still keep your faith that God is good, and… read more »

Recovered Memories and Denial From the beginning of their healing journey, most survivors of ritual abuse or other forms of complex trauma will encounter a reaction that occurs at times almost immediately after a memory that was formerly dissociated is recovered: denial. The survivor will question: Is my memory true? Am I making this all up?… read more »