Svali Blog Posts

New Podcast on Healing – Svali Blog Post 2025

New Podcast on Healing I just did another interview with Emma at the Imagination podcast on the process of healing that I used. Please be aware that I mention Christianity. You can hear it here:  

Book Three: Chapter 37 – Svali Blog Post 2025

Book Three: Chapter 37 Chapter 37: Nine Years of Healing While the encounter with Jesus had infused me with new courage, I still struggled with constant extreme pain and panic. These symptoms come from the punishment programs that are triggered whenever parts think thoughts or take actions that defy their programming, and whenever any part disobeys… read more »

Matthew’s Song – Svali Blog Post 2025

Matthew’s Song Mattheo (Matthew) was the primary father I loved when I was growing up, and during this time I both loved him more than anyone in the world, and hated him for his abuse of me.  Complex emotions, indeed, which I dealt with by dissociating them into different parts before healing. When I was… read more »

Never Give Up Part 3: Getting Free – Svali Blog Post 2025

Never Give Up Part 3: Getting Free The third and final part of my autobiography is finally on Amazon. Here is the link to the kindle ebook: https://a.co/d/ghH1prC Here is the link to the print book: https://a.co/d/44G2fxM This book follows my life for the past 20 years, and I also share about the programs that I… read more »

Never Give Up – Chapter 8 Excerpt – Svali Blog Post 2024

Never Give Up – Chapter 8 Excerpt This is one section from Chapter 8 in my autobiography, Never Give Up, about sex parties. Trigger warning: mentions sexual abuse of young children I am four years old. My twin sister, Elizabeth, and I are naked, covered only with dark blue velvet cloaks. Around our necks are jeweled… read more »

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