Mother Programming Because occultic and mind control groups manipulate attachment needs, they will allow the infant to bond to a mother figure. This mother figure is nurturing, caring, and may be the only “real mother” love the infant and child has experienced. The goal is to create an association in the young child’s mind between… read more »
The different types of SRA and Mind Control The term “satanic ritual abuse” (also known as “multi-perpetrator, organized abuse”) can cover a wide range of groups, each with their own practices and spiritual orientation. The term “mind control” includes the manipulation of an individual through attachment needs, trauma, coercion and other means in order to perform… read more »
Growing Up International Part Four: Ages Six to Twelve I am writing these autobiographical articles to help others understand how some international occultic societies program their members. The information in the articles is specific to the group I was raised in, but many of the methods described are used by other groups. Trigger Warning: this article… read more »
“Maxx! I am The Maxx! MAXX!” exclaimed The Maxx. The Maxx had grown several years in the internal worlds, however in the external worlds only a short amount of time had passed. “How old are you now The Maxx?” asked Sojan curiously. “Oh just a fours years old Sojan. I am The Maxx!”. It was… read more »
God in the Labs Trigger warning: discusses Christian faith and prenatal abuse When Christians talk about the “enemy” and doing warfare, they are referring to Satan and demons. What many Christians may not realize is that those involved in occultic groups do the same; but to them, the “enemy” is the Christian God, and the “warfare”… read more »
Dealing with Rewards Programming While survivors often disclose and struggle with punishment and pain programs, there is another, opposite side to these programs that often are not verbalized until later in the healing process. This is rewards programming. Using operant conditioning principles, cult programmers will almost always program in these two opposites: extreme punishment (for disobedience)… read more »
The Greatest Healing Tool In this blog post, I wanted to talk about the greatest healing intervention that a survivor can experience: love. During my own healing journey, over the years, I have discovered that the most healing came not from what a person knew, but how much they cared. I do believe it is good… read more »
What My Healing Journey Has Been Like I thought it might be helpful to share a bit about what healing has looked like, for the past few years, as I have worked on memories. I realize that the articles I have posted (in hopes of helping therapists and those who support survivors understand more about programming… read more »
Working with internal pantheons Note: this article describes how one group programs internal systems and is not meant to comprehensively describe programming in all groups; survivors from other groups may have internal leadership structures that very from this. In the occultic group I was raised in, leadership in various systems was ranked in various ways. One… read more »
Why Getting Memories Back Can Be Difficult Often, when a survivor of ritual abuse and mind control begins to recover memories, there is significant discomfort, whether fear, physical pain, or other symptoms, that goes beyond the normal emotions involved in grieving and processing memories for those without programming. I have heard survivors make comments such as… read more »