Why Getting Memories Back Can Be Difficult – Svali Blog Post 2018

Why Getting Memories Back Can Be Difficult Often, when a survivor of ritual abuse and mind control begins to recover memories, there is significant discomfort, whether fear, physical pain, or other symptoms, that goes beyond the normal emotions involved in grieving and processing memories for those without programming.  I have heard survivors make comments such as… read more »

Exposing the International Sex Trade (Trigger Warning: Graphic Detail of Child and Infant Sex Trafficking Market) – Svali Blog Post 2018

Exposing the International Sex Trade Trigger warning: graphic description of the international child and infant sex trafficking market These are recovered memories shared by inside parts, and while I believe them to be true and accurate, others may consider this account fictional. I will let readers decide. All international occultic societies engage in pedophilia and human… read more »

Growing Up International Part Three: Ages Three to Six (Trigger Warning: Detailed Programming Trauma Setups) – Svali Blog Post 2018

Growing Up International Part Three: Ages Three to Six I am writing these autobiographical articles to help others understand how international occultic societies program their members. The information in the articles is specific to the group I was raised in, but many of the methods described are used by other groups. Trigger Warning: this article contains… read more »

Programming to Block Healing (Trigger Warning: Graphic Programming Information) – Svali Blog Post 2018

Programming to Block Healing Trigger warning: this article contains graphic information regarding programming and trauma and could be triggering to cult/mind control survivors When a survivor of mind control enters therapy, their trainers will be notified (often by the survivor themselves, since they frequently “report in”), and specific programming to block therapy with their current therapist… read more »

It’s not Impossible

It’s Not Impossible PDF Download Introduction This is a book about healing from some of the most difficult traumas a human being can undergo. I wrote the book for one purpose: to help those on the journey realize it is possible to heal and to help those supporting them understand what they are trying to… read more »

Alice in Wonderland Programming Part 2: “Crazy” Alice and Black Alice Programming (Trigger Warning: Graphic Programming Content) – Svali Blog Post 2018

Trigger warning: this post contains information about programming that could be triggering to survivors of ritual abuse and mind control.  Crazy Alice Programming A part of the Alice in Wonderland (presenter) programming is the “Crazy Alice” programming, which is meant to warn the Alice controller (a presentation controller) to never allow memories to come up,… read more »

Dealing with Harassment: Part 1 – Svali Blog Post 2018

Dealing with Harassment: Part 1 One concern that survivors who attempt to leave cult groups mention is the issue of harassment. After all, groups that have invested time, money and thousands of hours of effort into controlling the mind and developing “useful” skills in an individual do not want to lose that person for several reasons:… read more »

Alice in Wonderland Programming: Part 1: White Alice Programming (Trigger warning: Graphic Programming Descriptions) – Svali Blog Post 2018 Trigger warning: The material in this article could be very triggering for survivors of ritual abuse or mind control as it contains graphic descriptions of programming; it is best to check with your therapist before reading material such as this.  It is a common misconception that “hosts” or “presenters” have been protected, or have… read more »